There is dis day when i'm standing alone in e crowd wif my ear phones plug in my ear,closing my eyes n hear only e song tt i'm playing thru my hp.Suddenly e noise from e crowd quiet down n e volume of my song lowered.At tt moment i feel withdraw from e crowd...its a feeling tt i nv felt b4.N i dun wanna feel tt way ever again.Its unbearable.A feeling which makes my heart aches.Something which i dunno how to use words to decribe it.



Dis thing happen to me on e day which things isn't going smooth for me.It seems like everyone haf a goal.Knowing where they r going.Wat they wanna do.How to go abt achieving it n stuff like tt.For me?Knowing wat i wan isn't gd enuff.I'm so stuck.N i know tts nt e first time I'm saying tt.trying to find my way out...But i still cant.Nt enuff cert to get me by.Even if I'm willing to try again...I cant reali.I need income.Matter of fact... Quite a bit to get me by.Well I'll just see wat it comes for me...



Hmmm...Dear has been busy lately.Only available daes only Monday,sat n sun?Well i can only take off on Monday.After her sch.I'm nt available on Sat n Sun.HAIZ! N nt all e Monday she is free.Our timing reali crash i think.N tts wat she thinks too.But i cant do anything?I wanna spend more time tgt too.*u know?*



*There is so much to tell u... But some r left unsaid... So much to do wif u... But will i haf e chance?*


*Wat i can say is I'm sorry... U know wat i mean...*