9Monday, March 24, 2008

Din really sleep last nite.Feeling so tired now.Went to work veri early today.But bought breakfast back for dear as she got work ltr on.Going back work after dis.TIRED FREAK!

Tml going to RP wif dear to configure her lappy.After tt maybe going for movie...*Bangkok love story*hope me n dear can make it tgt.As e movie is R21,n dear has nt turn 21 yet.
Yest send out a few resume again.Hope i wld get a reply soon.Reali need a stable job.No matter wat i just haf to keep trying n trying.
*I'm sorry.E letter tells it all.*
*meant everything tt I've said

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9Sunday, March 23, 2008

HAPPY 5TH MTH MY DEAR!!!

A BIG THANKS TO DEAR FOR E PREZZIE! I LOVE IT!
We had been thru everything tgt for 5 mths already.Haas... like a blink blink?I cant wait for next mth n e mth after n e mth after....it goes on n on n on...*fyi: every 23rd when will i upgrade?lol*



*u will always be my addiction too*
*muackz

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9Friday, March 14, 2008

Today din turn up for work.Acc dear to RP for enrolment.Woke up at 9plus in e morning.So tired.Both of us.Headed to woodlands wif her mum to meet her god mum there.E enrolment was quite fast as we dun haf to configure e laptop there as we din bought it frm e sch.So we got to go online to make an appt wif e sch n go down again another day.


*on e bus u told me u dunno how to lead ur life alone if we were to part in e future.I dunno wat to say but i do hope tt day wun come n nv it will.We had a bit of disagreement here n there but i hope we wld be able to resolve it.I'll try my best i hope u wld too.*


*my life its all abt u...if u notice?I just wanna hold u n nv let go.But how tightly can i hold u?I know i cant tie u down or make u settle.I'll try my best to let u haf e air u wanted to breathe in,giving u e space u wanted.Will u hold me tight n nv let go too?


Back to myself... been thinking quite a bit lately.Abt?Almost too much to talk abt it.Trying to do things one at a time.But do i haf enuff time?Or b4 i knew it everything will be gone just like tt?Well hope nt.Dis yr..i was told tt e yr 2008 me for me is nt a smooth one.HA!How true...


Hmmm no pics lately.Sorry.Haven been hm n my com is down.Yet to fix it.Haiz..nthing much already..signing off...


*Mr Jervis lee cheer up?blahh!*


*finding e right way to remain in ur heart


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9Monday, March 10, 2008

Hmmmm... 2 days din report to work already.Yest MC today OFF !! Hee.. spend e whole day wif dear at hm.We rented some disc yest at plaza to watch.We had nv been so homely b4.. except for e days when we had chicken pox. ~.~


Today dear help me wif my resume.*thanks dear!muackz*As i wanna apply for dis job.Lab tech.Something like a 8 to 5 job.E pay its nt bad too.Hope it reply me asap.As i reali wanna settle down on a proper job.


Well.. just hope for e best.Mean time I'll just continue looking for others.There is so much i need to do.I'm reali gonna go for my dream soon.Its been too long.N e 1st person i tot of when i get it its her... *will u still be wif me?*


*just love it when we talk..held each other tightly..i meant every word I've said.*
*i love u .. simple but it meants so much from me to u...

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9Sunday, March 9, 2008

Hmmm... been a while since i last blogged. KNW WAT?? My dearest com caught VIRUS.*thanks Johnathon<--my cousin* I cant find tt STUPID disc to reformat my com.SAD CASE!!! SO!! How i manage to blog?Using dear's newly bought lappy! We went to e IT fair tgt wif her mum,sis,god mum n aunties.So many ppl la huh...as usual.


On e 29th of Feb,me n dear actually wanna catch "The leap yrs".But unable to get e tickets.So we catch a few days ltr.But it wasn't wat we expected.Headed EVE after our movie.Our veri 1st time tgt alone there.Shared a bottle of red wine..*sweet.I wanna spend every leap yr wif u by my side*



A lot of things i wanna say..wanna do...but i'm stuck.Thanks dear for giving my ur pt of view towards a lot of things.Regret wat i did in e past.Tt is to explain y i'm stuck nw.But no matter wat i'll try to do wat i can to tide thru everything.*will u still be by side no matter wat happens?*


*i need u


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