living in my own G-A-Y world ....

Well..i guess e above pics tells it all.I'm super duper TIRED!Slping on DEAR'S bed till 1plus in e afternoon!Late for work.Dun care!Cannot make it liao.Poor DEAR vomit e whole morning.Dunno wat happen..Drink more warm water!HUGZ!Headed for work.Jo so POOR THING LEH !!!Went hospital to see doc.Her eyes bleed.Waiting for her call n see how things go might be going to ttsh to see her..ALL SO POOR THING LEH! MUACKZ!

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YAWNZ!Guess wat!!!I'm sitting inside MAC at BPP typing dis shit out.SO BORING CAN?!ok..nw e time is 340am!My eyes reali wanna pop out already.I'm working ltr on..dunno i can wake up anot.i think they wanna eat breakfast?~.~ i dunno i can keep y eyes open till wat time?Was up since 845am!After work rush to my fren's wedding dinner.Haas had fun!Drink a bit too.N nw here i m..IN BPP!I sld be on my beloved bed slping nw!*miss my chou chou* SOBZ!

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Today me n baby went to vivo!had marche..went to check out my white shoe..SO SAD!Dun haf my bloody size!T.T end up we went to bugis..haas bought a white cardigan n a PINK top from TOP MAN!WEEEE.... hmmm spend a lot today..muz control already.After tt headed to AMK to meet Jo n huishan they all.Jo went to see a doc.FINALLY!Coz of her sore eyes or sld i say red eye.SO POOR THING LEH!LOLZ.Had chicken chop wif baby n Jo.The 1st time we meet is there too!E 3 of us.Heez.Headed hm after tt.Hmmm today nv meet "dear"!lolz.Thou we haf been meeting since last Thursday!Feeling Wierd?Haas.Well..will see u soon! Muackz!

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today after work went to meet up wif bossie n her cousin for dinner!End up bf n Jo came along too!lolz!we had sakae sushi.Ok i know i look TOOT in those pics.But bf says I'M CUTE!haas dono real or nt.But thanks anyway MY BELOVED BF!LOLZ!After tt took cab to BPP AGAIN!to meet up wif curry pok.haas.loving calling her tt.slack at mac n den...163 AGAIN LEH!-.-Actually going out tml wif bf n curry pok.But curry pok got tuition so ask me n bf go ahead.Haiz so sad pls!well we see how tml..But hope she can make it for her A's also.tml go PAK TOH wif bf!hope we will haf fun tml!But i'm sure we will ! love all my frenz lots... muackz!

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MY CREATION!(thou nt so 100%lolz)using candles!HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL!after work went over to BPP again to play.Meet bf n euuren.after tt walk towards 163 again to eat.chill again..talk to euuren abt ghost story..my experience.she shared wif me hers too.while bf went to e playground to talk to ML.after tt bf went hm.As for me?went to euuren's house again!no transport for me tts y.again we fought wif each other while confer wif bf n jo on e hp.end up too tired n we slept.next day morning she tried to wake me up but i cant open my bloody eyes.haas!end up waking up an hr ltr..-.-(she had a hard time waking me up thou.heez thank you!hugs)headed to work.BLOODY HELL!was raining.she went up to bring umbrella.on e way,her butt was WET!LOLZ..was funni.

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MONDAY

WOO!after work went all e way down to BPP can?!to find bf n wait for her to finish work tgt wif lindy n euuren.went chilling out at 163.sit all e way till 4plus?-.- send lindy hm n headed to euuren's hm.stayed over tgt wif bf.den bf's yes dono y swalloen..so ke lian.muackz.den play wif euuren all e way till 5plus 6am den zzz!~.~ she say i'm strong LEH!!! (guys,rem?)LOLZ!i pin her down till she cant even struggle?haas its been long since i hug someone to zzz.e feeling is nice!>.<

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LOLZ!my dearest frenz..these r all e pics u wan!i upload till my eyes wanna pop out can?!but had a hell lot of fun tt day!luff till our lungs can pop out!ESP in TOY'R'US! muackz!

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dis pic...my fave..dis phrase..is meaningful..but wat I'm doing is giving up on e one i love Cox i love her.so..wat is dis?Isn't falling in love..being in love..be sweet?but y is it tt it always haf to end up tt way?I've tried again n again but it always turn out to be e same?I reali wonder y sometimes?M i nt gd enuff?Or being too nice is e key to failure r/s?If its e case,I'll lose tt key..FOREVER.Or maybe LOVE isn't for me at all.I'm getting tired,tired of dis thing call LOVE.Pls let me start afresh.. T.T

haas taken it using my hp!curry pok says its nice?but i think it was ok.looks fake thou?lolz.after a while bf wanted to drink we headed town.heez went to tt "romantic"place.actually my all time fave.lotsa memories?well,its all e past.ok back to e present!bought ourselves some beers.we played "zhong ji mi ma".lolz actually nt tt fun at 1st.but i make it more exciting!lolz..who got e num correct muz drink half of e can?end up was feeling so high!but no more beers.bf was e 1st to back out?lolz!but its ok!I STILL LOVE U!I'm e 1 losing quite a bit.~.~ yingjie nv drink at all!end up we sabo her!but..jo n e rest help her drink quite a bit.heez!while walking to took mrt,we r like luffing all e way!everybody at e bus stop was like looking?n...BF HUGS ME OVER N OVER AGAIN!LOLZ!guess we r all so hyper..stupid curry pok n jo kept playing too.end up all came over my place n stayed over.1st time my house so many ppl!haas.it was fun.slping wif bf in my rm.snatch my bolster!HUMPH!haas but did hug me n wanna zzz.but end up snatching e bloody bolster again!BOO! haas! had fun yest! muackz!

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heez!juz got back not too long ago.after work met bf n lindy wif her cousins.but they left shortly after tt.so we 3 went 4 dinner at hongkong cafe!end up cant finish all.~.~ went drinking at wisma again.but..1st time wif lindy!was waiting 4 chickie n lee to sms,deciding wanna go MOS or not?end up postpone to friday.so..end up happily drinking wif dem there!Acc bf to e restroom.when bf n i was making our way back frm e restroom at e mrt..bf held my waist! lolz! was a bit shocked?but its was cool..lolz!maybe bf was high tts y.anyway had a pleasant time there! muackz!

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juz wanna thankz u all.rembering tt day is e worst of my life.knowing e truth hurts real bad.u all r there to support me all e way till morning.i'll nv be able to forget tt day.

sorry to let u all see me in tt state.wanna pull myself thru,but end up it juz hits me completely when e truth floats up.

but i promise tt it will be e last of me to her!

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Your Hatred
jervis lee